Caroline White

Waiting at the Door

I can’t explain so deep inside
The very fabric of my soul
Only a heart that grieves such loss
Can ever truly understand

It’s like you’re waiting at the door
Until a loved one comes back home
You feel a longing in your heart
When they appear the longing stops

But in a loss that never ends
You’re always standing at that door
You feel the longing in the breeze
So incomplete and never filled

I cannot find the words to say
Just what it’s like to want forever
Never seeing them again
Just always waiting at the door

Alison Mary Dunn

Phyllis Frazier Harris Saturday evening

Just the average family
We didn't ask for more,
Then life was changed completely
With that knock upon our door

This awful thing had happened
And none of us knew why,
You were never coming back again
And we didn't say goodbye

Our world just fell to pieces
We cried in disbelief,
We had to stick together
To overcome our grief

We'll never understand it
It all seems so unfair,
We wish we'd hear that knock again
And see you standing there

xxx

Alley Cronin August 25, 2009

i cant believe its a whole year since you left us ... not a day has passed that we havn't thought about you mean to us and how much we miss you now you arent here. thinking of you always hun.

love kayleigh

xxxxx

Kayleigh Thompson January 24, 2009

1 year on...

1 year on and it still hurts like it was yesterday... You may be gone but you are certainly never forgotten. You will always be in my heart and everyone elses who had the privilege of knowing you. xxx

Tania (Friend) January 24, 2009

omg

one year ago today....cnt believe it...it doesnt really 5 mins ago that you left us all behind...miss you always...forever in our hearts xxxxx

Sammie Hodgman (Friend) January 24, 2009

:\'(

all i can say
is literally
:'( thats it
words can never discribe how her friends and family feels after what has happened and no matter what she is always with us everyday of our lifes and is always listening when u need sum1 to talk to
i love u lil cazi *hugs*
x x x x x x
:'(

Andy (Friend) August 9, 2008

We only just recently heard about the accident, you will be sadly missed, We remember meeting you in Lanzarote and what a lovely girl you were, God has obviously got plans for you to be an angel, look down and look after your family. God Bless.

Yvonne Travis Amp Family (Friend) June 24, 2008

You never said im leaving,
You never said goodbye,
You were gone befor we knew it,
And only God knew why.

A million times we've needed you,
A million times we've cried,
If love alone could of saved you,
You never would of died.

In life we loved you dearly,
In death we love you still,
In our hearts you hold a place,
That only you can fill.

It broke our hearts to lose you,
But you didn't go alone,
As part of us went with you,
The day God took you home!

Caroline X June 18, 2008

Rainbow

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♥«´¨`RAINBOW °•´¨`»♥
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When you think your road is rocky and a bit too steep to climb,
When you think your guardian angel needs to work some overtime,
When your personal jigsaw puzzle has some pieces that won't fit,
When life has no rhyme or reason and you can't make sense of it,
YOU NEED A RAINBOW When the clouds are dark and stormy
And have blocked the sunshine out, And perhaps you start to wonder
What this life is all about, When your trials and tribulations seem to be so hard to bear,
And it seems there is no justice anytime or anywhere, LOOK FOR YOUR RAINBOW
When the molehills seem like mountains and the obstacles are great,
When you feel so heavy laden and your worries just inflate,
When you can't see any ending to the problems that you face,
For they just keep on increasing and you need some breathing space,
PRAY FOR YOUR RAINBOW It may be you need to look a little higher than before,
Or perhaps a little further to see past the clouds once more.
But you'll know it's worth the effort when your rainbow you can see,
And you understand the love behind God's creativity,
SEARCH FOR YOUR RAINBOW
For your rainbow holds a promise that this turbulence will cease,
And your inner conflict will become, instead, deep inner peace.
But if, though searching, you can't find your rainbow at this time,
Until you can, I say with love, you're welcome to share mine

From all the Borthwick Family

Laura-A-L Borthwick (Mum of a fellow Angel) May 29, 2008

ben will be with you

hi caroline i only just heard that you had become an angel, i met you wen you were tiny on holiday abroad. My mum just let me know that you had become an angel, my cousin ben died last year and was only 3 weeks old. He will show you the ropes up there, he looks after melody my daughter who is poorly so im sure he will show you up there aswell. I hope you are ok in the clouds and keep shining down on your mum and dad and brother. they are the nicest people. Its so sad that your life was cut short but i now know that god takes the young for a reason. you will be in heaven to give your family the strength they need at certain points in their life and you were the special chosen one. Ben is the same i believe he was chosen to watch over his sisters and melody. rip angel love to you and your family. you will be safe up their and continue to shine your love down on your family

Lauren Travis (Friend) May 28, 2008